JC "off the record" an exercise in personal thought
Many people think we are a religious organization. People have asked me about my personal faith. For the record, we are not a religious organization. For the record, I am not a new-ager. I was raised catholic, then converted to protestant early in life and today am without a denomintation. However, to keep in harmony with my family I attened mass every now and then. But as catholics go, I am not a very good one.
I studied many religions and have ventured into all the mainstream churches and have come to find good things in all of them. I am a deep admirer of Billy Grahm, Chuck Swindol, Greg Lorie, Bill & Eva Snyder, Chuck Smith, the Holy See and many others. I enjoy the Jewish faith and was even once honored with a yamulka...I think thats how you say it. To me acceptance by members of the Jewish faith is an honor and by any religion that believes in God and in good works. I have hosted many Mormons and Jehovas Witnesses in my house believing we should never turn away those who represent God and who come to speak to us of him. I have felowshipped with Muslims and those of Irans Bahai movement not to exclude some Zoroastrians that came to break bread with me.
I am not a person who gets sidetracked or distracted by dogma. I feel that dogma can negatively affect spiritual discernment, but is not altogether unuseful. I have come to understand that many people need their dogma and do not make them the less for it. I would like to think of myself as dogma-less but even not having a dogma can be a dogma in itself if that makes any sense.
My training in psychology allows me to interact in any religious circle or group that will have me and positively participate without infringing. Only upon the insistance that that there is only one perfect relgion.. and many have profressed it, do I sometimes falter. Various religions have told me to ask the Holy Spirit who will testify as to the question at hand. The problem with this however, is that members from different relgions claim perfect truth revealed to them by the Holy Spirit. And what follows may confound. Religions claiming perfect truth may all be right though on the surface in the temporal world of logic one would have to be wrong. Yet many of them may serve as a path to God. How can this be? It depends on how we view truth.
For example, a man gets marooned on an Island and he has only one book and that book is the bible and it draws him close to God and to good works, then the bible is for that man, his perfect truth.
Simultaneously, a woman on another Island only has a Koran and it draws her close to God and leads her to good works then for that woman Allah is perfect truth and is made evident by the fruit of the spirit.
Yet conflicts between religions are cause to much suffering in the world. These conflicts are human creations and have nothing to do with God or perfect truth. Terrorism nor politics from a christian based nation that lead to war is by any means representative of God.
The reason religion's war against each other or have trouble getting along is because they cannot accept that another religion may also be right. We get so hung up on dogma we fail to see that God loves all who draw close to him nomatter what religion they are. Draw close to God and God will draw close to you. Seek God and you will find God and you will know when his spirit is present in your life. This explains why a Jew, a Christian, A Morman, A Muslim, et.al. can all say with conviction that the Holy Spirit revealed to them truth. However, the nature of that truth is a concept relative to God and often beyond human understanding. I believe that God is not the author of confusion, but rather humans create confusion by thinking they can define, shape, and limit God's truth to support only the perameters of their religion. To know perfect truth one must first get to know God.
If humans want to know God they must first look at themselves through his eyes, know their own faults, accept and be responsible for their own mistakes even those that they think that no one ever took notice. Then having stood before the self-judgment throne with the conscience that God sees all, they are then completely exposed and humbled. In humility, they can proceed with asking God the greatest thing one could ask aside from his forgiveness and that is to be able to see the world through his eyes. This ability to see the world through Gods eyes is truly a gift. It is my most favorite prayer. If everyone could see with Gods eyes their would be no wars religious or political. There would be no famine or poverty. However, many people have barriers and because of desire to live only for themselves they avoid God and use the mistakes of religion as an excuse of not getting to know him or the Holy Spirit.
The Spirit of God is alot like a begger who will not go away for want of a coin. Most of us will avoid beggers and do everything we can not to confront the reality of a destitute soul looking for our help when in reality it is us who are desititute for impoverished is the human that does not take pity on the poor.
Poor people and beggers make many people feel uncomfortable, but so too does the real Spirit of God which like begger will persist and persue us to get our attention hoping we might take interest. And even though we turn our backs on God or avoid going to places we associate with God, God's spirit never ceases to try and get our attention. So in God's point of view if Carla Jones #2,395 has trouble in her religion do to negative associations created by confused humans, there are always other religions and possibilities for Carla Jones. The paradox is that though one human is blessed by a religion that another feels has brought them harm does not make that religion wrong. Humans make religion wrong not God.
We must consider and take into consideration that there is a greater purpose to all the religions in the world and that purpose is to provide a path as opposed to creating a roadblock. Religion in its perfect sense is a divine sociological group experiment intended to entice and draw as many people close to God as possible. Maybe this why there is such a rich diversity of faith in the world, not because something is wrong with religion, but because it is God's way of getting our attention and working with human groups and subgroups each at their own level.
I can not see God ever choosing one religion and say, "this is the one." Rather I believe that God is largley responsible for inspiring all faiths that do good works. It would seem that diversity of faith is Gods way of making sure we do not fail. In this aspect, God is like a benevolent school teacher who wants to give all students an "A" even though they may not get everything right on their final exam. I feel that what is important to God is that we try to do our best within our own faith and not lose our faith. Many religions talk about the devil and how the devil confuses people about religion and blinds people to the truth. I have heard the same phrase from many different faiths all attempting to say that I have been blinded for not seeing that "their" religion is the rightful and only path to God. However, with my best manners, I try not to argue with simple people who are fervent in their beliefs believing that with a few exceptions, we should never cause anyone to doubt their religion. Nevertheless, if that is true and the devil caused religion to devide then we would be his instruments and not Gods especially if we argue that our religion is the right religion. Yet if one looks at this with eyes of discernment they could see that arguing over which religion is right is in fact a spiritual trap that produces feelings of pride and can lead to dissrespect. Whereas if we accept our neighbors religion as good and right we are excercising unconditional acceptance and respect even if that religion is not our own. We must see that "faith" in God is the common bond that unites us all.
It would seem that faith is a devine tool and all religions seem to know how to use it. It is pleasing to God that we live by faith because faith is trust....thank you Jesus. Despite all the confusion about doctrine and religion, if we just trust God and not worry so much about which religion is right, we will save all that time that we spend debating the issue and maybe have more time to help humanity. With all that extra time, we might take the time to speak to that begger we always seem to sidestep on our way to work instead of just throwing him a coin.
Religion says that God cannot forgive blasphemy of the Holy Spirit, but if a person truly repents of their Blasphemy and changes their life for the better how can God not honor that? Though people will argue that Jesus said that blasphemy is unpardonable maybe blasphemy is defined as a lifestyle and not as a single act of blasphemy. I feel that the greatest blasphemy is if we live our lives looking for reasons not to believe and create exuses not to draw close to heaven.
I cannot in good conscience say that I speak for God. I do not hear his voice. I wish I did. That would be neat to be like Moses. I am a man with many faults, and a man unworthy of any such distinction. I can say however, that I feel I am balanced spiritually and do my best to be helpful to others while at the same time take care not to be taken advantage of although I fail more often than I succeed. I love the Holy Books and try not to get hung up on doctrinal issues. That no one religion is perfectly right and all have perfect truth may indeed be a paradox our generation may not understand. However, understanding it will liberate you to choose a religion and know that it is right for you. Great is the error to tell a human their religion is wrong or cause a simple person to stumble in their faith. When we destroy a persons faith through logic and reason we are undermine God's purpose. Trying to get people to change religions because one feels theirs has perfect truth also undermines God's purpose. Retoric and maniuplation of scripture to support a dogma is also not good if the aim is to change a person's belief in God.
God's theological purpose is simple. Have faith and believe in your religion and do not worry if others are different. Be inspired by your faith to good works. Do your best not to hurt others for differences in faith. Do not use religion to scare people. The life of Jesus was spent healing, touching lives, and helping people to draw close to God. If Jesus was God, then God was not appreciated nor recognized by the religious establishments that he himself inspired. This does not make those establishments evil or wrong. It was a decision made based on power and differences of faith. However, Jesus' mission on earth was not to oppose the Pharasees nor repremand them as he did, but rather to bring God to the people and mutliply the possibilities for Salvation. In the process many people became offended which ultimately led to the most celebrated crucifixtion in human history and one which demarcates time. However the blood spilled that day was indeed divine and even while suffering on the cross love forgave those who did not believe in it.
In all parts of the world throughout history we can see messengers from God some of which were murdered or went unnoticed. Confucious --who was one of them-- is rarely acknowledged as a prophet. Confuscious was a teacher and ultimately that is what God is, a teacher. His most import lesson is morality a concept found to be embraced all over the world. It seems that God's messengers are often not recognized until its too late. Ghandi was a good example. Dr. Martin Luther King for all his personal preferences that kept holy status from him, was a voice that thundered with truth. Despite human intervention in divine moral affairs, God will never give up and will always raise a new voice. One can silence the messenger, but the voice of truth will be with us always.
-JC Angelcraft
How did I come about my pen name?
I want to bring hope with my writing and so my initials JC were a good start because they remind me of someone very special and close to my heart. Then I thought I want to be the opposite of HP Lovecraft not that HP Lovecraft was all that bad. He was a masterful writer, dark yes, but also human who by evidence of his writing was a man whose soul was tortured in life and who knows what happened after that. Instead of doom and gloom I will be light and bright with a touch of style here and there so that shadowed souls do not lose interest. Though I may never aspire to HP Lovecrafts literary genious, I am not so concerned with being recognized as such a great writer as I am with making sure that I can bring others hope with my writing.
I actually sat upon the name JC Angelcraft for a long time and had others I preferred. But it came back and back like the begger until I would accept it. My life has not been the same since.
What have I written?
I have published only one book in Spanish, a childrens story. It is a story about an orphan teddy bear that just cannot find his place in the world much like me, but it ends well. I intend to publsih an English version.
I have written numerous critiques on educational books which can be read at Amazon. Unpublished are a plethora of books written in long hand from various hospital beds places where I had nothing else better to do. I am trying to find time to transcribe them but am short of help. Keeping business and foundation affairs up to par and managing my small digital empire is time consuming not to mention I am in a Masters Program at Cal Southern University. Volunteers come and go but no one really stable. It would be nice to have a steady crew of loyal volunteers. And despite inconsistant volunteers and several attempts at sabotoging the foundations image, we have prevailed and have completed several projects. I will do my best to get my first book out next year but no promises.
I refuse to hire anyone to help me at the Foundation. We are 100% volunteers and those who can can. To those who help me I do shower them with angelcraft stuff but for many its not enough and I have been abandoned more than once over these last two years. Maybe if things go better for JC Angelcraft I will hire a full time girl but for now I am content with limited participation I get from some people.
Though I am in the printing business I will consider publishing with another and yes I could use a good editor.